Tuesday, January 31, 2012

keep thinking.

 From one thing move to another..

WHY CAN'T I LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES!

I keep telling myself, stop caring about other peoples feelings for once and care a little more about yourself,
 I FAILED..!
I'm in a stage where nothing make sense to me now. I even feel like running away from here.
Why should i stay here when nothing seems to make sense to me?

I wanna be in a hole. Be there till everything becomes clear. Till everything is just forgotten. Start all over again. I am in need of a restart button. I want things to be back to normal.

I really wish you didn't spot me that day, I really wish you didn't have to fall for me, I really wish that i am still me, Once more.

Wouldn't your life would be better off without me? No more drama, no more sadness, no more heartaches, no more TEARS. Don't you think you deserve someone that appreciates all the things you do? Don't you think you could be better off without me?

i just drifted away while typing this...
I just don't know what to do. Can anyone help me solve this problem?

Why do i have to go through this once more?

i'm so tired. I feel like giving up. Would that be better?

terima kasih daun keladi, kalau rajin komen sekali :)

Friday, January 27, 2012

#1 fun




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Thursday, January 26, 2012

am writing.

what else...
1.international business assignment about multinational corporation... ok due date 13 February.. 
2. Entrepreneurship.business plan 
3. selling yah! forgot to search about plastic surgery
4.reseach proposal. zam2 water. journal.etc. 

i feel like i want to scream. seriously.
i feel like i wanna eat some spaghetti marinara dis fuckin hell nite.

terima kasih daun keladi, kalau rajin komen sekali :)

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Fast Recovery

Assalammualaikum

      Hari ni dah masuk 2 hari demam esok dah mula ber'kolej kembali.. aku rasa ni semua gara-gara 'badDog' sbelah umah si Semah ni..nasib baik hari ni dah mula sembuh .masa nak pegi klinik mula-mula pegi klinik kerajaan aku rasa dah awal dah 8.30 pagi tu sampai-sampai maghaihh sampai terkeluar keluar org beratur. terus CANCEL! pegi je klinik idzham.

ting tong*2071 bilik 2
tok*tok
me :assalammualaikum
Dr : waalaikumsalam
hah mariam demam?
me: haah dokter petang smlm dah start tekak kering
Dr : ini bukan kering tekak awak dah kene jangkitan kuman (nada suara sedikit keras)
me: (terasa macam kene marah)#
Dr:  saya bagi awak ubat antibiotik,selsema,demam dengan ubat batuk & 2 hari mc ye
me: (YEAY!) oke, yeay dalam hati dapat cuti dua hari...


p/s: doakan saya moge cepat sembuh.. btw dis private clinic
53 hengget fly away~
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Saturday, January 7, 2012

Live it up!

Assalammualaikum


life is too short to be sad..
live like you're living forever
and live like you're living your last day..

this past two days hubungan agak janggal sedikit. 
tapi insyaallah akan di setel kan dengan penuh berhemah.

Dah start buat mind map untuk subjek perniagaan antarabangsa.
Sedih gile just manage to get 2/5 for quiz 1.
Akan tingkatkan usaha.. 


p/s: miss u bu!

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Friday, January 6, 2012

what? 2012.

Assalammualaikum

Sedar tak sedar dah 2012.. ok dah 7 hari dah masuk tahun 2012 ni tapi baru nak prasan harini yang aku ada blog.. segala-galanya berubah sem ni..*stoptalkingshit

Azam.. semua orang bercerita berkenaan azam tahun baru azam tahun baru tapi aku tengok yang berazam semua sama je macam tade pape perubahan pun. *ok kecuali asma sebab dia memang dah tak makan malam dah . haha

Walauapanpun aku masih lagi mencari-cari azam tahun baru tapi yang pasti konfem lah nak graduate wid flying colours bukan....=)

sem ni kene kick some butt tk boleh dah nak main guli..speed up!.
#ok dah berjaya motivate diri sikit2... bye!
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